Sunday, November 15, 2009

Curiosity Is A Curious Thing

To my friends who are curious about my "Endings Are Beginnings" post:
  • Yes, I'm okay. These are simply random musings I put down on paper, triggered by something random as well. They may come across as forlorn or somber, but they don't necessarily reflect my current state. So, no need to worry about me! ;)
  • No, these are not lovelife matters hahaha
  • No, you're not one of those "friends" who take me for granted...If you were, we wouldn't be friends anymore. Hahaha ANO BE!
  • No. 2 is about finally learning how to drive! Not knowing how is turning out to be very inconvenient and unwise. But I'm really afraid, eeek! I think everyone on the road should be afraid of me, too. I don't know if I'll ever really acquire the skill, even if I tried :'(
  • One day I just felt like writing again...Maybe it was just a matter of time before I posted an entry. I honestly didn't expect anyone would get to read though, or that I'd be writing THIS entry afterwards hahaha

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Endings Are Beginnings!

I know I'm supposed to have already closed down the blog, but I'm writing anyway because I need to and I want to! At any rate, I'm pretty sure no one would be visiting, so here I am, giving my thoughts SEMI-free rein (just in case somebody DOES happen to stumble upon this hehe).

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1. I dislike not being in control, being helpless when not-so-good things happen. I realize this is a futile thought because I know I can never be in control of everything. Still, it irks me, and it makes me sad. It pains me to be reminded time and again that certain things will never be the way I want them to be - no matter how hard I try, how much I pray, hope, or wish.

2. Of late I've been contemplating on doing something I haven't really thought about in a long while (maybe because I've been too preoccupied). But events seem to be nudging me to seriously consider it. Perhaps it's time!

3. I always try my best not to take people for granted. Sometimes it's easy to fall into the trap, especially if you know the other person has always been and will always be there for you. But I don't ever want to be like that; I know how disheartening it can be. Sadly, I've my share of "friends" who are like that. I'm really not outwardly affectionate, but I do hope that in my own simple way, I'm able to make those who are important to me feel that I value them and that I'm just here for them.

So there!